no pattern no warnin no anythin

hehey guys.

i'm still plagued with the cough. Di suggested i might be asthmatic and now it's really getting to my head that i'm asthmatic. sebab bila sejuk2 tu ada chest tightness.

adeyh typical medical student suka fobia pastu diagnose diri sendiri.

hish hassle betul nak kena pergi student health center yang jauh itu. nasib baek Miss Lempanglah Saya receptionist dah tak kerja kat situ sekarang, menduga keimanan dan kesabaran je kerja dia.

anyway i'm confused about whether or not i should go to Dublin and meet up with Kels, because i love her to bits and i needed to see her, and she was really hoping to see me as well. BUT. my cough is getting worse (despite my predicting it'd probably be better by friday, just in time before i see her), i have tons of things i need to settle here in Cork...and. i don't know. it just doesn't feel right to go?

i'd feel guilty for forever if i don't go though~ uwwaaa...

i'm rarely sick, perlula pula sakit masa kelly nak datang kan. oh noooo....what if i infect die pulak nanti kalau atiq jadi pergi?? tadi pergi rumah Clashduv, Taq muka kesian gila, sakit...jangkit batuk ngan atiq...hisy muka saya begitu ke sekarang?? Tadi selisih dengan Muiz dia buat muka kesian and Fendi cakap 'Atiq you look really sick'

i think i look fine?? mungkin sebab masa tu baru lepas jalan...the cold make it worse *sambung stress rasa diri dah start asthma*

HEY ATIQAH RAMBLING APA NI TAKDE POINT.

TAKTAU NAK PERGI DUBLIN KE TAK ESOK TRAIN PUKUL 5 PAGI WARGH TOLONGGG.


Atiqah

p.s. dah lama tak rasa stress fikir 'adakah mereka sedang mengumpat saya?' sebab dah lama behave secara tidak cari pasal, dan menjauhkan diri dari geng gossip sebab diri ini banyak kekurangan yang boleh dibuat bahan umpatan. tapi malam ni rasa lagi. hisy lantaklah. tak bersalah fikir secara tak bersalah. pedulilah orang cakap apa.

p.p.s. tapi still peduli T___T tolonglah say anything to my face jangan cakap belakang. baru saya boleh terangkan.

p.p.p.s. Atiqah cakap kat siapa, blog ni kan private T___________T *monolog*