an explanation

"i don't wanna say anything more sbb xnak buat u terasa lagi"
what it's NOT : i have something nasty to say but i'm not gonna say it
what it IS : i have zilch tact so i'm a bit scared to make another statement, in fear of having you misunderstand it.

"you're -his- friend, you cant be THAT bad, right?"
what it's NOT : i'm friends with you because you're his friend and i'm hoping you're something like him. (and also, for the record : i do NOT have feelings for him.)
what it IS : you have nice friends so there must be a good side to you, too, maybe you're not seeing it.

*sigh*

speaking. ...or e-mailing, for that matter, is hard work. i have no talent in communicating with other human beings. i cause misunderstandings like it's nobody's business, and i make simple things as complicated as rubik's cube is to everyone else apart from Lynn and her dad.

on another note, i just got back from Galway and it was a nice visit. short and lovely :)

and i came home to the nice aroma of fried pegedil (and the sound of Niesa going "Atiq dah balik! Atiq dah balik!" LOL, she's too adorable); Dayah made soto for dinner, and it was excellent, obviously :)



i think i have gremlins breeding in my brain.