peopleinmalaysia-sick

Tokku called a couple of days ago while i was studying with my friends. He sounded as morbid as ever,

'Tokku sihat ko?'
'Tokku...takpolah...ginilah..'

then I talked to the loud Tg Farah Petri,

'jolo ko Awah nikoh tahun ni?'
'manoo...dop laaa...ngarukkss'

then some time later Ijey the nanny who took care of me since I was born/2nd mother called,

'Ijey!! Baby sihat ko??'
'Ku Atiq!! Baby sihat...gerok sokmo..'
'Alhamdulillah...Ijey jaley-jaley dop? Ijey jangey duk sajo k, Ijey keno exercise skep!'
'Ehehe..keno jaley ko Ku Atiq?'

then Mama didn't call, and i didn't have any credit to send a text merengek mintak Mama call..

then I began worrying about Didie and how is she coping with..things..

then I began feeling guilty for not calling Opie and let her complain about NS to me,

then I began to miss Kakwe's crazyrandom chitchats and Kakak's banter about whoever hotguy she just met/is crushing on,


I just...I miss my family. I'm a family person, In case you didn't notice already. Life taught me lessons the rough way as I grew up, and I kept losing friends because I didn't have the gift of being matured from the very beginning the way Didie did, so my sisters are pretty much all I have along my growing up, bailed me out from the police, kept secrets from my parents, pulled me away when I got in trouble, bared with my emotional burstouts...they're a huge part of me.


I love living here, but it does get tough sometimes.

going to study now. bye lovelies.

aku bukan satu episod, aku sebuah buku

aku bukan sebaris puisi, aku syair yang dilagu

-Kak Dianne