Friday, October 10, 2008

i'm just going to do this

i've considered this for a very long time but i never got the courage to do it for real. i'm not exactly what people would define as coherent, but i really like writing, and i had loads of fun with this blog. but it's beginning to bug me a little bit, that more and more of people who actually know me are reading this blog. it makes me feel self-conscious of them judging what i write, and me in general. this, and many more reasons. 

i don't intend to make this a melodramatic end. i'm hoping it to be a well-told closure, but i don't think i can ever achieve that.

for family and friends, you'll always know what i'm up to through facebook, i think. and to dear lurkers, thanks for reading and making me feel like i actually am capable of being -somewhat- interesting.

it's been more than a year, and i'd miss my Bubble Bath so much, especially since Kakwe bought me these notebooks with polkadots on it that have 'i like a bubble bath' written on them that i now use everyday.


i decided against this decision a few times for my readers, but i'm doing this now for me.

i'll leave this post here for a couple of weeks and then make the whole blog fully private afterwards. i will keep the blog for the sake of the memories it holds, but i won't be writing on it.

this is way longer than i intended it to be, and i have a class at two.


Goodbye :]

hearts
Atiqah

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thanks for everything!!

Can't stop you even though i want to..It is your choice..It's all inside your hand..nobody can stop you..

Anyway,
Enjoyed it so much..next time if you want to write blog again tell me..really want to read it..

Thanks a lot!!

Mr Hafiz said...

good bye atiq..i wont say u should stop from writing anythin here..i respect ur dscn. But i do wish i knoe u more..nway feel free to browse my blog http://fierul.blogspot.com or http://rocai.blogspot.com

Anonymous said...

I suddenly missed you... send me an sms sometimes.. oh I'm having an open house tomorrow for my jiran jiran and reporter frens. wish u r here :(

Anonymous said...

Atiq Darling, am gonna miss you as Ienjoy reading your blog. On top of that I feel feel very much closer to you now. You are such a nice girl.Love You Nda Chik

Tengku Atique said...

musang : why do i sense kerekness in those sentences...? i hate you <33

fairul : i will :]

kakwe : wish i was there, too. sorryyy i'm so lousy at keeping in touch. i just came back from Dublin..will try to call you tomorrow!~

nda chik : thank you :D i'm not always nice, though. hehe. i'll miss writing here so much as well :( love you too nda chik shayang!

Anonymous said...

i am one of the intrusive blogger. Im sorry that i make you feel that way.I enjoy to read your story cz You have things that i dont have and the only way i can learn about these things is by reading yours.Since its your decision and there is nothing i can do, goodbye to u and ur bubble bath.
p/s:maybe u culd delete all the post and just leave the songs to play and u culd update imeem once in a while. just a tot.love your choice of music.

Anonymous said...

Tiq!!
After 1 week of no internet due to stupid connection, this is wat i get from ur blog..
im sooo gonna miss ur posts!!
but yeah, i do respect your decision too..
cpat laa wat blog private..
im too lazy to have my own blog, so im counting on u to write yours.. haha :P

Anonymous said...

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Tengku Atique said...

Anon : i'm keeping the posts for obvious reasons, but you can always access my imeem playlist (provided that you have an imeem account) at this link:
http://www.imeem.com/tengkuatique/playlist/hh7RWIsu/j_music_playlist/
but i rarely ever update it..sorryy!

Mimi : sorrryyy! but honey i'm not making it private, i'm stopping altogether! sorryyyy!~

Awish : ......i'll miss your comments too...?~ <3

Anonymous said...

alaaaaaaaaa atiq

Anonymous said...

awwwwww :(
its ok then..
seriously, im gonna miss ur posts..

Anonymous said...

First ur messenger, than ur blog too? I'm going to lost track on you like this.. [Deleting ur blog bookmark is I've deleted ur YIM id...]

bye there...

Tengku Atique said...

Kina : sorry atiq tak approve your comment, you wrote what you're not supposed to know, huhu.

Kak Su : :(

Mimi : me too :(

Anon : well...if you're my friend..facebook me..?

n Z r A said...

*tsk* *tsk*

i'm gonna miss u, Bubblebath