Tuesday, March 31, 2009

story of my life.

when i was in mrsmpc, the then 12 year old opie used to call me and cry, or talk to me in that shaky about-to-cry tone. she'd ask me why i didn't go home for the weekend, telling me she's going through a lot and all she had at home were didie and kuzett. i would feel guilty and i would say i'm sorry i can't be there for her.

now i am in ucc, and the 13 year old didie would call me and talk to me in that same shaky tone, telling me the exact same things opie used to tell me all those years ago. and i feel guilty and i tell her that i am sorry i can't be there for her. she, is the reason i go back this summer. i wasn't planning on going back at all, until that time when she asked me when will i be going back home, and i don't know how to tell her that i don't want to go back.

this, is the life of an Atiqah, and how it revolves around her sisters.

i am so going to be late for the meeting with the Kementerian Kesihatan people.

<3

jaa ne!

3 comments:

Didie said...

kalu dd x suruh atiq balik, jangan harapla atiq bleh gi jale2 bangkok.

haha

-dd yg berjasa-

Tengku Atique said...

that's true :]

have you stopped growing taller yet? nati balik jangey diri dekat2 nga atiq. duk jauh2. gehehehehe.

<333

Didie said...

takdi kae, maso nok atur barisan choral speaking kae, dd dok line tgh. pahtu Mimie kae, dio dok line tgh jgk. Mimie tu dulu dio tinggi drpd dd. takdi, dd pelik la dio dok line tgh sbb dd igt dio tinggi. pahtu saing dd pun oyk, 'awk samo tinggi lah nga dio.'

hahahaha

mujur dd x pitah dio. kalu tidok pesey atiq. xD

dd x samo tinggi lagi nga kakwe.. haha. so, pendek lagi lah kot drpd atiq. tokke la dd terbantut doh tumbesaran. pendek bena kalu staro tuh gak. haha.