*hyperventilating*

i just got back from driving KuZett to her mengaji class, and i neeeddd to calm down. calm down, Atiqah, calm down~ (i had to re-type the previous sentence a few times because of typos...adeyh)


i just saw an accident, and the guy was still a bleeding mess in the middle of the road when i drove past him, and i literally had to stop my car at the side of the road because i was SO freaked out and my heart was beating WAY too fast. i tried calling 999 but it won't connect, and i've no idea what the hell is the emergency number, and i knew by the looks of things in my rearview mirror that noone had called for an ambulance yet. by the time i got frustrated with the stupid phone (sorrriiee Kakwe) there were more and more people stopping to help, but most are motorcyclists and there's only one White MyVi that have already been there since the start. people were carrying the guy down to the side of the road, and at that moment i wished and i wished that i was driving my own car so i can offer him a ride to the hospital, because honest to Lord i'm not the type of person who would think about having bloody car seats at a time like that..but i wasn't. i was driving my dad's Wira, and i don't even have my own car..so i waited until a couple more cars stop by before i drove away...*sigh.

i didn't get out of my car and ask whether somebody has called for an ambulance because there were a swarm of guys surrounding the site by then.


ahh...jantung, bertenanglahh~