let's say yeay

for Atiqah is going off for a trip with her sisters; it'll be just like my third favourite book, The Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants!! ...but we're like, real sisters instead of bestfriends..and we're not mailing a pair of jeans in between us...and we're going to the same place...errr...

okay maybe it's not exactly The Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants material, but it'll be as wonderful, insyaAllah. all i have to do is be careful of the pencopets, not ruin Syakur's backpack, not spend too much money, and be a good sport and make the best of having all three of my older sisters with me for five whole days - i swear it's been ages since the last time i experience that.

(and Kak Ika, if you're reading this, of course i'm glad that you're coming with us, too! ;] )

if anyone reading this has a huge backpack that you can lend me, please lemme know...~? :( Syakur's leaving for Cork mid august so i don't want to trouble him if i don't have to.

in other news, it's 8am and i'm all showered and fresh and ready to go to absolutely nowhere...wth?? i swear i've gone a tad mad.

and i can't pack. heeelppp. i've folded all the clothes i'm taking with me and arranged them nicely on my bed, and i have my suitcase wide open on the floor, but i can't put the clothes in the bag.

it's a paradox. i'm really really excited for the trip, but i don't have the heart to leave the lovely people in Kelate, either. even if it's just for a few weeks. *sigh.

i am still somewhat upset over...things..but i guess i shouldn't focus on the bad things in life, or else i'd really have to change this blog's background to black, to match the morbidity of the content.

anyhoo.

i'll be leaving for quite a bit. the trip's 1-5aug. then i'll be staying in Shah Alam for Didie's SIR finals on the 9th (the whole family's going to Shah Alam on the 7th). then I'd go back to Kelate on the 10th with my parents and KuZett and Didie, only to go back to Shah Alam from 15 to 21aug because Opie'll be there for her school holidays, and i want to help her with her studies - Opie's sitting for her SPM this year. i can't believe i haven't even seen her yet this Summer. she's probably like a hundred metres taller than i am now. by the time i come back here, Didie'll be studying her brains off because UPSR is on the 9th of September, if i'm not mistaken.

and then 20th of September will come, and i shall be leaving again~



hold me while i'm here
right me when i'm wrong
hold me when i'm scared
and love me when i'm gone




p.s. the new toothpaste makes my gums feel funny.