AAArrrgh sedihnye.

God i feel so down,

i was reading one of the soft copy novels Opie sent to me.. she was very excited about it and all, so i decided to give it a go, eventhough setting novel tu sungguh 90's..it brought me waaayy back when i was in primary school, during the era of rollerblading, when Kakak was wearing super huge skater t-shirts (hope u dont mind me revealing that Kak, hehe), and everyone loves KRU's rap songs...nostalgic in a way, to be honest~

i finished the first novel (a sort of prequel to the one i'm reading now) last night, with Kak Cikin ironing her baju sambil membebel kat sbelah sebab Atiq tak layan die (die tension sebab the day after that was supposed to be her first day with a new team kat hospital, hehe..ampun akak!).. i have this habit of shutting out the world when i'm reading,

anyway i just reached the 22nd page of the novel when i started feeling sad,


Opie said the novel meant a lot to her, and she said it reminds her of me in a way..



and as i was reading it, memang i can feel the connection..it reminds me of us,


i have this deep affection for Opie,

dari zaman kecik2 lagi i'm very protective of her...she was my world back then, during the days when Kakwe, Kakak, and Awah were still these bullying little monsters, and i was never close to Arwah Anis.. i dont quite remember why, but i'm sure it's my fault..sampai sekarang menyesal gile, tapi i cant turn back time...~



i suppose our childhood is the main reason why me and Opie are so close now..


and Opie, if you're reading this, i really miss you~

pagi buta in Malaysia sekarang so i cant possibly send you a text...i'll text you tomorrow, aite?