Monday, October 25, 2010

setiap kali pun taknak balik summer, setiap kali pun plan gagal

next summer's gonna be my last one here. if i go back, there's a chance i might be able to raya at home.

at the same time, i think i need to study to keep up with the game, before i go into final year.

but a LOT of my close friends are planning to get hitched this summer, so i'm going to miss many many weddings.

but i really can't afford to spend 800euros to go back.

i need to be emotionally stable for the rough times of final year, and for that i need to go home and recharge.

but i might need to work in the summer to get some money to be able to pay for rent, bills and food next year.

but i could always ask ayahnda for the money.

but i really don't like the idea of doing that.

but i could always pay him back when i start working.



aaaaaa.

i don't know.

i have to decide now, so i can plan wether my final year project and summer electives will be based here or in Malaysia.

*pening*

2 comments:

Iron Butterfly said...

just come back do your electives in Malaysia, you'll be exposed to your future patients straightaway (unless u plan to work there).

go attend your close friends' weddings, coz it might be the last event that you guys do together (people drift apart after marriage. well, at least the boring married couples are).

and just ask Dad for the money. he wont ungkitlah. he desperately needs a doctor in the family so that he can brag.

Tengku Atique said...

huhu...tu lah...now I'm deciding on a title of my final year project. the final decision would probably be whatever my fyp requires me to do.