jatuh cinta

i'm back in cork! officially done with clonmel - kisah clonmel final coming soon. so sad one :'(

ALSO, didn't even get to say goodbye to my crush, dia on call the night before maka he went back early, and i was down in CCU for a cardioversion. he asked where i was yesterday because he was looking all over for me, nak je cakap 'i was looking all over for you, too' tetapi ada nurses nearby, maka senyum dan diam sahaja. tidak mahu dituduh menggatal dengan dokter, tsk.

he looked absolutely wrecked because he was on call twice in three days, and theres some drama going on the theatre or something because ada doctor datang bisik2 dengan dia and when i walked up to him he just said 'don't talk to me now'

omg penutup paling downer dalam dunia.

selamat tinggal dokter kesayangan. haha.

lepas have a massive crush on him baru perasan i like tall lanky chinese-look guys with broad shoulders. most of my crushes have that, tapi tak ramai yang tinggi kerana saya tinggal di Malaysia. (i know i know sisters, Penguin have none of those. he was a damaged soul with lots of money, and i was barely 17. cut me some slack)


xoxo
Atiqah
yang dah lama gila tak tulis pasal guys. he's an exception i suppose because nothing's bound to happen anyways.