a thing I do when I have more work than there are seconds in a day.

The rules:

• Write five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.
• Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.
• Pick your ten (10) most deserving recipients and describe them.
• Leave a comment on the recipients’ blog to tell them they’ve been tagged.


• Write five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.

• (okay tgh risau korang pening kepala pulak tengok tulisan warna biru yg dicopy dr blog Kakak ni) dulu Kakak bawak Atiq pergi tempat rawatan resdung di malam hari secara regular, paksa Atiq temankan dia supaya Atiq jadi saksi dekat our parents yg dia betul2 pegi rawatan resdung sedangkan sebenarnya Kakak 25% nak pergi rawatan resdung, 75% nak keluar dgn Abe Is...haha.
• di zaman rapper/skater/KRU dulu, Kakak penah naik rollerblade atas jalan tar, cross jalan besar dan pergi ke kedai gamba Abdullah Photo. sehingga kini Encik Abdullah masih lagi mengingati beliau dan peristiwa ini.
• Kakak adalah seorang yang mempunyai pelbagai penyakit. Lelah, resdung dan alergi kepada udang. Kasihan beliau. Ini adalah termasuk di dalam kategori Fakta Menarik.
• Kakak ingat susunan novel dia. Maka kalau Atiq baca secara curi kemudian attempt nak hafal tempat asal dia (dan obviously gagal), Atiq akan kantoi secara berleluasa.
• Kaki Kakak senget sebelah. Ini juga Fakta Menarik. Atiq tidak akan memberitahu sesiapa bahawa sebenarnya kaki Atiq pendek sebelah juga.

--> tulis fact untuk adik-beradik, kalau buat Fakta Sabotaj bukankah lebih sesuai?

• Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.

• First of all Atiq takde masa lapang maka takde hobi. Dalam masa lapang yang Atiq reka-reka sendiri, Atiq suka tulis blog.
• Atiq suka cakap dengan binatang. Mama suka mengetawakan Atiq tentang hal ini. Atiq mengesyaki trait ini sebenarnya telah diwarisi dari Mama.
• Atiq eja nama Atiq 'Atique' sebab masa darjah tiga cikgu kelas Atiq tulis nama Atiq macam tu dekat Duty Roster.
• Masa Atiq darjah lima Atiq pakai cap dan jeans dan shirt pegi tempat tuisyen and then duduk dekat side boys sebab selalu datang lambat and side girls dah penuh. Kawan dgn boys je sebab girls tak suka Atiq ke hape ntah taktau. Kawan-kawan Atiq ingat Atiq laki. Maka selamba tendang2 Atiq kat atas tangga sukati diorang je selalu Atiq nak jatuh tergolek. Diorang selalu save seat untuk Atiq dekat side boys, duduk sekali dengan geng sekolah Ismail 1. One day diorang found out Atiq perempuan sebab ustaz tanya Atiq Bin ke Binti and Atiq takut nak tipu. Sejak hari itu Atiq tiada lagi kawan di pusat tuisyen Kami.
  

Ok buat empat je sebab Mama dah nak naik atas. Bai korang.

xx
Atiq

membeli-belah di Billion menimbulkan nostalgia.

hi hi.

I went to Billion today, buying food, plasticware and all that jazz for a barbecue at the beach tomorrow. Dad gave his usual 'Jangey gi maing-maing sangat kat air air tuh...makey orey tanoh situh tu..Ayohndo tahu la...' speech in the car and I gave my usual blank stare into the streets beyond the faded stickers on the windshield. I shall now refrain from yapping about the fact that I am a 22 year old fully grown lady.

I've been driving the Persona a lot lately, thanks to Mama, for backing me up with the car-stealing evil plots. Didie and Adik are still scared about it, and kept insisting that I drove slowly despite my going only at 70km/h. I stopped getting honked at, and my side-park has now more resemblance of a parked car, and less of a 'minyak habis kereta mati ditengah jalan'.

I went to buy nasik at kedai Kak Pah two mornings in a row, and Kak Pah went 'Adik skoloh mmano..?' with a smile to cover her being suspicious that I was skipping school. I smiled with all the kindness that I had, and replied softly, 'Sayo duk ngaji kat University,'

...Kak Pah whispered 'doh, mmaring dio mari doh,' to her daughter when her daughter softly scolded her for asking me that question, after I turned my back on them. I've been going there since years ago, and she still fails to recognize me. She probably only knows Kakwe and Kakak.

Oh. The Abdul Mutalib Rawas turned out to be a good-looking guy in his mid 30s. I expected somebody older, despite being confused with his young voice on the phone. Kakwe should go to Jaffar Rawas more often.

Bali came over to take half of the sponsored muqaddams (yeah the Rawas gave me muqaddams instead of qur'ans, but thats good enough I suppose, since Dee already managed to get hold of 110 copies of al-Qur'ans), and announced that my White Villa is besar macam istana. Haha...kalau dia datang last summer mesti dia cakap besar macam rumah hantu.

Mama dengan Tokwe bising tanya Bali anak sape because he lives nearby, and he might be related to us, as that is how things are in this here Wakaf Bharu, where everyone is related. Mama asked me to ask Bali sape nama mak dia but I didn't sebab takut Bali menyangka I have the hots for him dan bercerita macam-macam to my mom, padahal all I needed to say was 'Ma, saing Atiq nok mari ambik separuh muqaddam tu,' and she went all 'Anok sapo? Ngaji mano? Rumoh dio duk mano?' straightaway. Haih Mama ni sabar je...dahla bising-bising tanya kenapa tak ajak Bali naik rumah, Mama nak tanya dia anak sape. Adoooiiiii fenin I.

Right that's all. Jangan rindu-rindu dekat I. Heading off to Cambodia soon. Pray for my health and well-being k? omg risaunyeeee nak buat suturing kat budak-budak kat sanaaaa T___T

Atiqah
Sedang memakai baju kurung cotton.

kebosanan tanpa Tengku Sopiah.

heyhey.



i have SO many things to do. like i'm not even kidding. ishh bnyk gile keje. tapi akhirnya tak buat satu pun and tension sebab Opie takde untuk membuat gurauan biawak (gura bewok).



kkesit weh duk rumoh sorey. tp malas nk call up people to meet up.



smalam pergi rumah Nisa, first thing the mother cakap 'la tak cakap awal-awal nak datang..kalau tak boleh buat laksa!' haha yesss. memang pegi dgn niat nak order laksa.



last Friday i went to Pasar Wakaf Bharu and i bought way too much food. way. too. much. food. buah manggis la laksam la kuih tu kuih ni dadih la ape la omggggg. lepas tu masa nak balik nampak lok cing tapi i was like 'sabar...sabar...jalan dengan lurus...'



yesterday i went to get Jaafar Rawas to sponsor some Qur'ans for me to bring to Cambodia...the guy i talked to was Abdul Mutalib Rawas. though i was very tempted to be all 'apakah kaitan anda dengan Jaafar Rawas ini, adakah beliau abang anda? siapakah pula Laila Rawas??' but i refrained. all i said was i'm a medical student, and i'm going to Cambodia for a relief mission and i'd like to ask him to sponsor some Qur'ans for me to take there. he was, like 'oh...sponsor Qur'an? boleh2..'



mak aih senang gile, tak tanye ape2benda, takde protokol ape2 pun. bless him.



aite, i'm done.







oh. i still don't like orang yang suka paksa2. no respect for my wishes. sila terasa.


Atiqah
(sayang kamu and minta maaf kalau tak reply your msg sbb sumpah malas nk type)

exploding hiatus

Hello :)

Today everything seemed kinda wrong and a lot of things had a sense of deja vu to it. I got annoyed with Tokku's neverending phone calls, which I deeply regret because he's been nothing but nice to me.

I had loads of things bottled up in my brain that I was quite ready to write here, but I'm not in a pleasant mood right now so I guess I'd have to pass.

Just letting you know that I'm not letting this blog become a dusty grave of old writings.

Talk to you later!
Atiqah

back from the trip; alive, kicking and free from the flu

Hello darlings.

at this point I'm sure a lot of you stopped checking my blog already. I'm sorry I've been neglecting this blog kesayangan. I wrote a note on facebook about the Bangkok trip which I will paste below for recording purposes, as I believe I have all of you on my facebook. There's a gazillion pictures up on facebook too, I didn't upload any because my Thai cousin's album is public, so I can just tag my face on her album.

don't give up on me okay, I won't stop writing. I just need a break to catch up on my workload and life in general after the 5 days worth of holiday.

I miss you and I'll write soon.


Summer 2009 : Falling in love with Thailand.

Hey people. I don't usually write here, it's too public for my liking. I have a private blog that is now starving to death from my lack of contribution, just like my Neopet.

Anyway.

I thought I'd make this one an exception, because I want my Thai cousins to be able to read it.

I went to Bangkok with four of my sisters last week...the 25th to be exact. My sisters have already met most of the Thai relatives we're meeting up with, but I know none of them. I have faint memories of going to Pattani when I was a little girl, playing fireworks and riding a motorbike with this Thai boy I no longer remember the name of (Kakwe told me his name, but I forgot again, me being the Atiqah that I am)...and I have faded images of the older Thai generation who came and visited my grandfather quite frequently.

But I went to Ireland and I wasn't home in Malaysia when the younger generations started to come over to the Ketani family events. I had no idea who these people are, except for Abe A who contacted me on Kakwe's request, to help me with the rough days of my first year in medical school.

We were greeted by a cheerful Tok Yang at the airport, looking young as ever despite being in her 60s. Luckily she drives a Toyota Wish, so all five of us could fit in her ride. She took us on a tour around the city, showing us Thammasat University (Tokku's alma mater) and telling us little interesting anecdotes like a professional tour guide.

At this point of the note I begin to realize that if I am to write about the whole five day trip, this note is going to be three friggin miles long and nobody will have the patience to read it, what's with my dwindling reversed sentences and whatnots.

Well anyway I met most of the crew. They did a fantastic job playing host for us, making sure all our needs are catered and feeding us at every chance possible with fantastic Thai food. Okay I used the word fantastic twice. Lack of vocab alert.

They came despite feeling unwell, they came despite having to work the next day, they came despite being post-call. We are humbled by their hospitality and warmth. We are dumbfounded by their kindness, and thoughtfulness, and frankly we also feel a bit anxious that we might not be capable of returning the favour even if we give our ultra best.

We experienced the Thai culture, bought a LOT of very nice clothes from the streets and malls of Bangkok, and most importantly we found ourselves a whole new set of family.

This bond, this adoration that I feel for the people that I meet within those five days, is something that I will cherish for a long, long time. The instant chemistry we had was proof that the same blood runs in our veins.

Thank you to Tok Yang, who brought us to Jim Thompson outlet and made us delicious bread.
To Ji Rin, who took us all around Bangkok, humouring us by being her cheerful self.
To Pi Kung, for coming all the way from Pattani and for being so patient with our many antics.
To Pi Pu, who swept me off my feet with her eloquence and femininity.
To Abe A, who fell asleep standing in the train because he was on call the night before.
To Pi Pla, who translated the tour guide at the palace in Hua Hin.
To Pi Kai, for bringing the impossibly adorable Alesya.
To Tuan, who took wonderful pictures with his DSLR.
To Mukmin and Nureen who we never got to say goodbye to, who came all the way from their university to Bangkok to bring us around.

It was a memorable trip, and it wouldn't have been as wonderful if it wasn't for all of you :)

Atiqah
Bandar Bukit Raja, Klang.

100 Truths (Tagged by Opie!)

001. Real Name: Tengku Nur 'Atiqah Tengku Mahmood
002. Nickname(s): Atiq, KuTique, Tiktok, Ting Tong, Tiqtiq (Mama), Berbintik-bintik (Mama), Artistik (Mama), Biktik, Tikus, heyhhh banyak nye, kurang asam betol ye korang!
003. Age: 21 going 22!
004. Horoscope: Sagittarius
005. Male or Female: Shemale...haha. Female.
006. Elementary: Sekolah Kebangsaan Zainab 1
007. Middle School: S.M.K. (A) Naim Lilbanat
008. High School: MRSM Bitara Pengkalan Chepa
009. College School: Kolej MARA Banting
010. Hair colour: Belack
011. Long or Short: Kepanjangan rambut ialah rahsia -ustazah-
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends.
013. Sweats or Jeans: sweats at home, jeans for outings. (guna jawapan Opie secara sesuka hati)
014. Phone or Camera: Phone. I'm no camwhore. I take pictures for the sake of capturing the moment.
015. Health Freak: well...sometimes.
016. Drink or Smoke: Neither.
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Not currently. Not since a very long time ago.
018. Eat or Drink: Both please!
019. Piercings: One on each ear, that's about it. Tu pun sia-sia sebab tak suka pakai subang.
020. Tattoos: Haram.
021. Social or Anti-Social: Anti-social, hah.
022. Righty or lefty: is righty a legit word?
023. First piercing: The one i have now.
024. First relationship: Ended because I didn't want to do long distance.
025. First Best Friend: Wan Nor Adibah Wan Zakaria the cousin :)
026. First Award: entah...probably in Taski, selalu jadi budak paling pandai, sekali dengan Dibah, gehehe. those were the days.
027. First Kiss: Pass.
028. First Pet: Tiada.
029. First Big Vacation: UK Tour in 2006 (London-Liverpool-Manchester-Cardiff)
030. First Love at first sight: I don't do love at first sights.
031. First Big Birthday: the one in KMB when they blindfolded me and recorded my stumbling around the block and them laughing their heads off. THAT was my first big birthday, I think. Family's not much of the birthday type.
032. First Surgery: Appendicitis, 2004. I'm appendix-less an can eat all the bijik cili in the world now. haha.
033. First sport you joined: entah la. penah ke join sports? haha. selalu letak 'Karate' je under sports masa kat mrsmpc.

This or That

034. Orange or Apple juice: apple.
035. Rock or Rap: both.
036. Country or Screamo: are we still on music? country please.
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: oh, the days. Both please!
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Both. But ONLY the teenager version of them, NOT the crazy bald/fake English accent/full of body piercings full grown woman version.
039. Night or Day: Night. Nightnightnightnight. Always. ALWAYS.
040. Sun or Moon: Moon. MOON.
041. TV or Internet: Internet. I survived for two years without TV in Cork, boo-yah.
042. Playstation or xbox: neither. sebenarnya kalau ada mesti addicted,zaman dulu2 addicted dengan video game and brick game. nasib baik takde.
043. Kiss or hug: neither. anti-physical contact, even with ladies. haha. atiqah cacat tak suke bermesra dengan manusia. kucing dan hanjing nak pulak. heh.
044. Iguana or turtle: Iguanaaaa! omg macho k!
045. Spider or bee: Bees are amazing. I know way more about bees than is necessary. I am an idiot who knows random things I don't really need to know.
046. Fall or spring: Autumn, as the Irish call it :) I really have a stone as a heart, don't I. Preferring dead leaves as opposed to blooming flowers.
047. Limewire or iTunes: I buy songs off iTunes because I am pretentious and I think buying songs off iTunes makes me a better person ethic-wise.
048. Soccer or baseball: neeeitther.

Currently

049. Eating: nope.
050. Drinking: noope.
051. Excitement level: 10%. dah nak titon. wehh banyak nye hengkau punya soalan tag ni sopiahhhh.
052. I’m about to: berus gigi.
053. Listening to: bunyi kipas.
054. Plan for today: ni dah masuk hari Jumaat. teman Mama pegi pasar dan selanjutnya pau Mama kuih dan buah-buahan tropika. HA MAKAN LAGI KUIH BANYAK2 PASTU KOMPLEN OBESE.
055. Waiting for: Bangkok trip!
056. Energy Level: 1%...haha.
057. Thinking of someone: nope.
058. Want kids?: yes.
059. Want to get married?: yes. hisy. i wish i don't want to. (HEY SOPIAH KATO NOK GROW OLD TOGETHER. haha)
060. When?: when it's the right time.
061. How many kids do you want: seberapa banyak yang Allah nak bagi :)
062. Any name on the mind: Mikail. Nak letak Pendekar tapi sapetah haritu cakap nanti kawan-kawan dia panggil dia Pendek.
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Doktor. Cikgu. Peguam. Vet. Ape-apeee je lagi lah.
064. Careers in mind: Doctor. Doctorrrr, please?
065. Mellow future or wild: willow.
066. Something you would never try: recreational drugs.
067. When do you want to die: bila kalau mati tu, jadi syahid. please?

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)

068. Lips or Eyes: eyes because i don't want to sound perverse.
069. Romantic or Funny?: Ronny...haha suka main tipu. Ok fine funny.
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller. PLEASE. I don't want my kids to be hobbits.
071. Protective or Caring?: Proting...haha okok dah tak kelaka. Caring.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous. I'm too cynical for romance (yakin.)
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Isy penat nye nak fikir. Pass.
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Neither.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: .......next.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: .......next. haha pemalas nak fikir witty answer.
077. Muscular or normal: WHO would prefer normal to muscular?
078. Kissed a stranger: ew?
079. Broken a bone: nope.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: eh ni soalan pasal ape nih? pasal current love affair ke? habis tu kalau takde macam mana...isy, kuiz yang tidak adil.
081. Ran away from home: i'm kinda lost here. wasn't the question "which is the better in him?" --> Opie's answer. This is where we shall all conclude that she's a million times more eloquent than I am.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: ok taknak jawab dah the rest of this section CONFUSING OK QUIZ NI DAHLA NGANTUK MALAS NAK LAYAN.
083. Killed somebody:
084. Broken someone’s heart:
085. Had your heart broken:
086. Been arrested:
087. Cried when someone died:
088. Liked a friend more than a friend:

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: yes, because God is capable of doing anything if He wants to.
091. Love at first sight: not in a million years.
092. Heaven: yes.
093. Santa Claus: he's a paedophile.
094. Tooth Fairy: is slightly creepy. die buat ape weh dengan gigi-gigi tu semua? gigi palsu?
095. Kiss in the first date: nope.
096. Angels: malaikat, yes.

Answer Truthfully

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: nope.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: i passed my finals, so yes. yes :)
099. Do you believe in God?: YES. YES :)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people.

i'm tagging:

naziwa
robaeha
hareez (blogger pemalas)
ain

BUAT K BIAR KORANG KONFIUS SLASH SAKIT HATI JUGAK SEBAB BENDALAH NI SENGAL.

sekian.

tengku sofiah aishah, berani kau tag aku dengan mendalah panjang tiga meter nih.

xoxo
Atiqah

an update of sorts

hey guys.

did you miss me? i'm sorry i made you wait. it's been crazy. i can't believe i've only been home for a week.

i went to KBMall earlier tonight. teman KuZett buat specs. power sikit je, mula2 machine to cakap 125 sebelah 200 sebelah. alih2 power die 50 je dua2 belah whosthefather. tapi buat je la spek. dah jadi macam nenek dah muka Tengku Nur Zahirah. i found out that they now have contacts for my uber-high astigmatism, yeay! do you think i'd look better without specs? one of the reasons yang buat Atiq nak sgt pakai contacts is dekat Ireland selalu hujan and Atiq selalu jalan kaki, benci everytime pun kena jalan dalam kerabunan sebab kalau tak bukak spek nanti lagi la tak nampak, penuh dengan titisan air. another reason is simply plain vanity.

muka sekarang macam kena bom. breakout yang disebabkan oleh Atiq tukar cleanser haritu tak habis lagi. sigh.

hidup ialah hectic kerana banyak tanggungjawab Cambodia/Usrah/Kena buat fresher's pack junior yang tak buat apebenda langsung lagi tu, and in the meantime Tokku sehari tiga kali telefon 'tanya khabar' and make me feel guilty tak pegi jenguk die dalam sehari. Tokku, Tokku...

oohhh. I passed second year, alhamdulillah. yeay for me? i'm gonna go tempah my white coat next week.

Atiq : Tokku, Atiq dapat doh result, Atiq pass semo alhamdulillah
Tokku : Allahhh....Allahhhh la Atiq....Alhamdulillah....Tokku siyey maley duk rusing takuk Atiq tokleh jawak prekso...Nati Atiq paka coat putih tu kat spital nati, Atiq ambik gamba so, hata ko Tokku, neh?

that's probably the most menterharukan conversation i've ever had.

Didie kat depan ni bising duk main Gaia. Adik dah tidur, baru ajar Maths lima soalan dah ngantuk, apekaaahhh. Sindrom Anak Bongsu. hmph.

Banyak sebenarnya benda jadi...tp dah lama sgt jadi so tak best nak cite.

Bile balik Kelate baru tahu status kegeringan Sultan/Tengku Temenggung/Manohara, sebab duduk sebelah Tokku masa Tokku call abang ipar Sultan tanya khabar. haha. Tanya masa kat Ireland mana Atiq tau.

Opie's boyfriend is an anak Tan Sri. Sekarang kitorang panggil Opie Puan Sri. hahaha. Tinggi-Hensem-Kaya-Pandai-Baik. Doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, doesn't club. (Amin, tak payah nak cakap you fit into that category as well please, mahu kena lempang?) Good enough for an anak Tan Sri. Bile dah couple lama sikit boleh mula menyiasat sembahyang berapa kali sehari, haha.

I met Kelly who came over to Kelate and stayed at Husna's place. We packed all the catching up into a few hours, which naturally resulted in fits of laughter and sakit perutness. I've missed that lady so much.

Oh, I went for breakfast at Kubang Pasu with my uncle and my sister, ketayapn(the kuih warna hijau, bukan yang letak atas kepala tu..heyy) kat situ sedap gile weh! omg. must try if you ever go there, ok. Atiq beli satu je, lepas tu pegi makan nasik kerabu kat tepi tu, then bile found out sedap gile and nak beli lagi satu, dah habes! padahal sebelum tu ade penuh lagi dalam satu bekas besar, whatthefish. Orang2 Kelate yang memang dah tahu ketayap kat situ sedap, sila diam dan pura-pura baru tahu juga, sekian terima kasih.

Ohhh...Tokku is doing miraculously well, alhamdulillah.

I'm still always on the verge of crying, besides being happy with the two bolokness in the form of bespectacled kids. My parents are in a dysfunctional marriage, and I guess that's just something I'll always have to live with. Ayahnda did bring home a new sofa set and insist that Mama bawak keluar a new set of plates to sambut kepulangan Atiq dari Ireland...I guess I'm in no place to complain no matter how much he yells at me for things that aren't my fault.

That is one thing that can make me break in a milisecond. Being yelled at for something I didn't do.

In other news. Didie is taller than me. She's been drinking milk and eating Hi-Cal Jacobs biscuits to reach this goal. Siap tak bagi Atiq minum susu die, 'Atiq jangey minum susu chocolate Didie! Ado limo hidangey jah!'. Tadi Atiq minum segelas penuh sebagai tanda protes.

Beha's coming back this weekend!

Okay this is way too long.

I love you.

I'll be abandoning this blog a lot, because I'm going to Bangkok soon.

Take care lovelies.

xoxo
Atiqah

Rumah sape nih?

I came back and the jalan batu-batu yang menyebabkan my friends kata kereta diorang rosak kalau datang amek Atiq kat rumah dah jadi jalan tar yang rata luas.

Pagar dah tukar, rumah dah cat baru. Pokok semua dah cabut, dah tanam pokok baru. Buai dah cat baru.

Masuk dalam rumah. langsir baru kerusi baru, susunan everything baru, tangga cat baru, pintu bilik air cat baru wtf RUMAH SAPE NIHHHH???

Langsir kat my room yang lagi tua dari Atiq, yang kalau Atiq tarik sikit confirm koyak sebab dah reput tu dah tukar dgn langsir cantik kaler kuning huh apebenda nih tak biasa, dah lebih 20 tahun tengok langsir sama je kat rumah.

reban ayam belakang rumah dah takde. kalau Atiq keluar bilik air and pintu verandah tak tutup, nanti jiran hujung sana boleh nampak Atiq sebab hutan kat tepi rumah dah cantas ranap kosong ahhhh sudah hilang protection.

ok blog entry ni merapu. first entry from Malaysia.

sekarang tengah thunderstorm.

Atiq takde number Malaysia lagi sigh.

esok temankan Tokku pegi his first chemotherapy session.


bye.


Atiqah

(kalau duduk kat rumah sentiasa rasa macam nak nangis. i'm always reminded of why i turn into an ice cold witch everytime i come back here)